Tolong Faham Saya

I'm just a litle bit caught in the middle (Lenka's..) but hey seriously memang saya tersepit skang nih. There was a part when... Hufff, better tak yah tulis, saya taknak si polan dan si polan itu terasa hati dengan saya. Tapi sape yg nak dengar luahan hati saya ni???? Kerja, kawan, kawin........ Saya memang tersepit di tengah². I just feel like crying. Taktau la a few times juga I almost dropped my tears. Sedih sangat hari ni. And I just feel so down and I wanna cry out loud.. Kenapa susah sangat orang nak faham masalah saya? Please put 'yourself' in my shoes what will you do? Will you do the same thing like I did? I don't think so...........

I admit kat ofis memang banyak keje, it's okay nevermind I can cope with that. Tapi bila tiba satu part yg tak boleh nak kompromi dgn saya, I'm starting to be selfish. What the hell was that? PLEASE DO UNDERSTAND MY SITUATION HERE.

Lagi nak kawen, rupa²nya ada juga dua tiga butir pasir masuk mata saya. Menghalang penglihatan saya. AGAIN PLEASE, do understand my situation over here. Saya betul² tersepit for this time.



Ya Allah ya tuhanku, berilah ku kekuatan dalaman

Ya Allah. Kuatkanlah semangat ku dalam menempuhi dugaan yg akan Engkau berikan Ya Allah. Ku mohon padaMu Ya Allah, tetapkanlah iman dan panjangkanlah perasaan sabarku supaya hari² yg bakal menjelang tiba dapat ku tempuh dgn rasa tabah dan yakinnn....