Every minutes, every seconds and every moments.

It's been exactly one month. Yes, to another phase of life. From being single to urm what we called 'em, "two is better than one" :)

Now I have to do some check list. (Penang)
1 :Baju akad nikah (me) - still in the making :S
2 : Baju akad nikah (him) - DONE
3: Baju malam khatam Quran - DONE
4 : Baju sanding L&P - in two weeks time
5 : Handbouquet (nikah) - my own ; Checked
6 : Handbouquet (reception) - provided ; Checked
7 : Fitted sheet - DONE
8 : Pelamin - searching....
9 : Make over (nikah&reception) - DONE

This is the only main reason why I am still in my comfort mode :)

Check list (KL)
1 : Baju sanding L&P - DONE
2 : Make over - Checked [feel free to drop by Emma Pesona]
3 : Handbouquet - Checked [but planning to do it on my own]
4 : Still searching....

Now, the preparation almost done. Don't ask me about the catering, khemah, bunga telur etc & whatsoever. The part is respectively handled by Bonda and the rest of Bonda youngest sisters. THANK YOU.

Counting the days...

Tengah menghitung hari dok menuggu waktu utk akad nikah.... Omg, sgt cepat masa berlalu. Saya rasa macam semlm di sunting utk jadi tunangan org... Pejam celik, dah 7 bulan pegang title 'tunangan' org. Pejam celik pejam celik juga, dah masuk tahun keenam we've been together... Yup, tahun keENAM. Utk sesape yg pernah mendoakan ketidaksefahaman kami, kami tidak akan bertahan lama, DIA mahu saya hanya utk suka² sahaja, saya ucapkan bebanyak² TERIMA KASIH YG TAK TERHINGGA. Sebab apa.. Sebab apa tau??? Disebabkan doa kalianlah, saya & dia masih bertahan hingga ke hari ni. Allah s.w.t kuatkan hati dan perasaan kami supaya mampu bertahan hingga saat ijabkabul.Tak reti dgn org yg suka mendoakan tentang keburukan org lain. Kebaikan tu syukur Alhamdulillah, bila bab doa² yg buruk ni, nauzubillah....

Dalam masa satu bulan lagi saya bakal menjadi isteri org dah.. Terasa mcm kanak² riang pun ada lg.. Hehe. Setiap malam sebelum tidur teringat parents yg nun berada jauh sana... Sebab doranglah saya ada segala²nya. From dedication, cash and love, I just couldn't thanking to both of you for such great presents. It meant A LOT to me... Pasni dah mula jarang² ke sana. Dah jadik isteri kena lah ikut suami. Kalau suami kata hujung bln balik, kena lah ikut.. Dulu.. Cewah dulu lak.. Waktu zaman student dulu, ikut darah muda. Tiap² minggu pun sanggup redah nak balik. Skang ni?? Kena behave yourself, nanti mcm mana nak jadik isteri org ni..?? Hehehe


Selingan...
(tiba² teringat waktu ni... What a fine moments)

Engagement Day 08.08.09

So far, preparation almost done. Should I say 85% ready. Baju nikah saya je belom siap² lg. Yayang dengan gembiranya dah try baju melayu dia. Saya? Saya pulak mcm mana??? Aduih. Ni yg buatkan saya mula panik. O yess, I'm such a panic mania. Tu pun byk benda dah settle. Tinggal sebulan ni kena settlekan yg mana belom settle lagi...

Selingan lagi....
(Happy moments, HIM, Abah, Me, Along & Bonda)

Engagement Day 08.08.09

TINGGAL SEBULAN.... I AM COUNTING THE DAYS, tick tock, tick, tock, tick, tock... The watch is ticking and I am still in my comfort mode.

INSYAALLAH, I will work hard on my marriage. Kalian, doakan kebahagiaan saya ya!

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COPYCAT totally PROHIBITED, thank you.

Penyakit Sawan

Nak dijadikan cerita adalah satu hal berlaku kat saya. Tetiba.

Memang saya dah tak sabar nak kuar dr tempat yg saya tinggal skang.. Lantak kau la nak mati ke hidup ke, rasa nak kena penendang ke penampar ke. Baru padan muka kau. Bila hati jahat mula lah mulut ni nak cakap yg bukan². Saya tak paham dgn keadaan org tu. SAWAN BABI HUTAN kah dia? Oppss mulut, takde insurance okkkk. Hahaha. Lega dapat luah kan kat sini. Of course I've my own silent reader. One of my friend pun pernah terkena jugak.. Kesnya kecik, cuma brg utk masakkan je... Tetiba takde angin lintang, takde guruh menempik sekali praaaaaaaannnnngggggggggg terbakar lak hati dia kan (DIA refers to org yg terkena penyakit sawan babi tu).

Bila fikir² balik, no wonder sampai skang you have nothing. Ke kau ni DESPERATE sgt nak kawen? Waaa giler DESPERADO kau ni, KESIANNYA DENGAN KAU WAHAI 'MANUSIA'.. Yelah kalau ada masalah kat luar don't drag this at someone. Kita nak happy, nak ada waktu² berjimba sekali moody camtu semua org taknak layan... Kan ke mental namanya tu? Entahlah, this is the first & the last time saya rasa, saya akan jumpa dgn org mcm ni. Kalau saya layan org mcm ni saya pun sama mental. OH TIDAKK!!

Pre Wedding #5

Sebulan lebih je lagi saya bakal menamatkan zaman single a.k.a zaman bujang@zaman nakal saya. Rasa sekejap je since dr zaman hingusan bercinta, kenal dunia... And now saya rasa dah cukup bersedia utk bergelar isteri.. Wow, a very tough decision to make. Pada masa yg sama jugak kena cukup bersedia physically & mentally.. Kalo takat cakap² kosong je, semua org boleh buat, betul?
Skang ni I'm in the midst of preparing myself to another phase of life. Counting the days. Dupp... Dupp... Dupp... Dup... Dupp... Dupp...

So far, most of the preparation almost done.

Baju nikah+sanding=in the process, bulan 4 siap.
Baju khatam quran=in the process, bulan 4 siap. (tempah sama butik)
Catering+khemah=done, parents uruskan.
M.c. for the day=done, one of my former teacher hehe.
Henna+inai=done, already booked the henna artist.
Kad=done,dah mula distribute to kwn2.
Photog=done, already booked Yadziz Kassim
Pelamin=done, sama butik.
Walimatulurus=parents uruskan.. Muchas gracias ayahanda & bonda!!

Hmmmmmmmmm.......
Apa lg eh??

Yayang side's ada sikit prob. Yesterday saya msg Diyana Shukor utk hired dia utk majlis bertandang nanti. But then she's a little bit busy with her reception utk belah husband dia.. No... Wrong timing la pulak. Byk dah yg saya survey make up pengantin and what captured my eyes is from her (Diyana) and Nurin. Jadi, dua org tukang mekap ni betul² buat saya jatuh hati hehehe. Kalau boleh nak settle kan hal² mcm ni ASAP. Takut nanti dorang kena booked dgn org lain lak, haa giget jari je la....

Busy...

Since Monday bz... Byk hal kawen nak kena settle ASAP. Major things almost done tinggal reception utk pihak lelaki je lah. Nak update blog pun curi² masa. Wish I had more than 2 hands! Hehehe, well... Wish je pun. Hari ni takde cite menarik nak kongsi. Tunggu esok or lusa or tulat. :)

I just can't wait for my reception dress! Yippies!!
Oklah nak balik da ni. Take good care and have a safe journey home ;>

XOXO

Makan-makan

Makan² kali ni last two months. Not bad jugak makan kat restoran Windmill ni. Lunch ni together with my collegues and my boss (accountant).

Ostrich terriyaki

Ni je lah yg sempat di captured masa makan ritu. Yg lain² dah wassalam sebabnya lapor sgt huhuhu. Anyways, thank you Sooi Ling (my boss) gave us a treat last month :)

L-R:my boss & my collegue

Momentos...

Bila lagi dapat sama² mcm ni??? One of my housemates got engaged too. Me??? Saya dah 7 bulan pegang gelaran 'fianceê'. I need to prepare myself for my upcoming events which is solemnization & reception for both sides.. Pejam celik, pejam celik sekejap je masa berlalu..... Dah 6 tahun bercinta and this is the rite time for me to step into another phase of life.. It's a new chapter for me & Baby... Sayu rasanya, tapi dah mula kena tinggalkan semuanya masa zaman single dulu... I am counting the days now...

Happy dapat housemates yg easy to talk with, down to earth, walopun saya ni jenis mulut laser dorang tetap ok dgn saya, jgn amik hati tau, saya laser sekejap je, pastu laser balik haha. N yg paling penting, kitorang semua suka & kuat makan! Huhuhuhu. Tinggal lg satu je momentos yg still dlm planning lg.. My bachelorette picnic. Bukan party tau, hehe :)

To my housemates Cik Lin, Vivi & Mahan, semoga dapat apa yg diimpikan! :)

Kesian kat dia...

Semalam balik lewat dr biasa. Singgah bank & KFC. Tetiba lak teringin nak makan ayam... I am not chicken addicted but then semalam teringin benar rasanya... Agaknya nak 'dipertemukan' dgn kejadian malam semalam... I am so stunned.

Pas dah take away dr KFC, saya pun dgn melenggang lenggok lah jalan menuju ke kete. Bila masuk je, taktau saya godek² apa kat dalam kete tuh duk tgk bwh la, duk cari² sampah la sekali, gedeganggggggggggggggggg!!

Ya Allah!

Sekali saya toleh kanan................. Kete wira sebelah saya tu dah langgar pasu bunga yg besar pemeluk tu (usually ada kat tempat² parking kete) and even worst, tayar kete dia ternaik dan lg a few inches je terhumbam masuk dlm parit. Bukan kecik parit dia, boleh tahan jugak... Saya terkedu dan terkejut (of course) benda jadik betul² sebelah saya je. Org ramai yg lalu lalang semuanya terhenti. Freezing kat situ.. Mamat yg tgh hisap rokok, pun tiba² ter'stop' disebabkan terkejut dgn apa yg jadi kat akak tu.

A few second camtu, laki² semua berlari dptkan akak tu. Takut la kang kete tu senget sebelah and jatuh kat dlm parit tu ke. Tak ke naya kena buat dua kali keje.. Saya pun dgn menggeletar kuar dr kete and terus grab akak tu kuar dr kete dia. KESIAN sgt..... Tapi saya respect akak tu. Tak menggelupur tak menangis tak gabra dan tak panik.. Saya dpt bayangkan I'm the one who is in her shoes. Masa tu saya cuma dpt tenangkan dia, gosok² belakang dia. Rasanya saya lg panik dr dia kot.... Ramai lelaki tolong nak angkat kete wira akak tu.. Ada sorang uncle bwk jack nak bg kete tu tinggi. I didn't even know the purposed since I'm so tied up with this akak..

Dalam pada tu saya tanya akak ni,

Me:"Akak ok da ke? Mai la duk dlm kete saya, ada air-cond..."

Akak:"Takpe la.. Akak ok. Ish abis la akak ni... Da la kete ni pun masalah, jadik pulak masalah lagi hari ni..."

Me:"Akak sebenarnya dari mana? Akak nak masuk ke or akak nak kuar dr parking ni? Saya memang tak perasan kete akak kat sini.."

Akak:"Akak nak kuar parking. Tapi taktau dlm fikiran akak ni pikir apa akak letak gear tu kat 'D'.. Tu yg langgor depan tu.. Abis la akak ni.."

Dia tak abis² ulang ayat ni... I am wondering why.

Me:"Nak buat camane kak, hari ni bkn rezeki akak."

Akak:"Abg tau ni mesti dia marah akak ni..."

Me:"Akak ckp dgn dia slow². Mesti dia ok punya lah... Lagi pun akak mana tau benda ni nak jadi..."

Akak:"Abg akak tu panas baran sikit.. Mesti dia marah akak teruk la kali ni.."

Kejap² tgk jam... Saya pun pelik. Macam nak cepat je akak ni..

Me:"Akak nak balik cepat ke?"

Akak:"Ha'ah nak amik anak kak blk sekolah... Tapi da kete jadi mcm ni, taktau sape nak amik."

Kesiannya dgn akak ni... Kalau lah saya boleh tolong dia, tapi masa tu pun saya ada hal n nak cepat. But at least saya dpt tenangkan dia sekejap. Ke saya tenangkan diri saya yg tgh panik tadi..??

Me:"Takpe kak, akak ckp pelan² dgn abg, benda dah nak jadi.. Bukannya saja² kita nak hentam depan tu.. Tapi bumper akak ni agak teruk gak la.."

Akak:"Tu la taktau la dlm fikiran akak apa tadi.. Patutnya akak letak gear 'R' tapi dlm fikiran ni kosong taktau akak fikir apa.. Tu yg akak letak kat 'D' tu. Kenapa la hari ni.."

Me:"Mcm ni, akak relax k.. Ni ramai org laki ni dorg tolong angkatkan kete akak ni... Cuma nanti akak kene repair lah yg mana rosak teruk tu."

Akak:"Da la kete ni pun masalah jugak, mmg nak kene repair pun..."

Me:"Takpe kak, ni pun dah syukur akak ada kete ni..."

Pas pada tu, saya pun tak boleh nak layan lama sgt akak ni, nak pukul 7 dah, saya nak singgah 2,3 tempat lg... Saya pun terfikir gak masalah dia. Dgn dpt suami yg dia kata panas baran. Anak² lg, kete lg, duit lg nak repair... Nasib la kete kat dpn akak tu tak teruk kena hentam. Kalo tak, byk nak kuarkan duit utk bayar owner kete depan tu lg... Kesiannya kat akak tu. Semoga dia tabah utk hari² mendatang...

Happy 23x :)))))

Kat ofis.

Tgh sebok buat keje semua, sekali HR manager panggil daa.. Uik terkezut lak :S she wanted me to go and meet our other procurement manager. Sebelum ni mmg dah heard news that MAYBE i'll be going to be absorbed in here (my current working company) so why not I just give it a try. Maybe my luck, who knows :p

So I went into the meeting room, thought that there'll be a lot of people inside to see me talk and act and my expression. Cuak! Nasib la tiga org je (me & other 2 managers). I had a great time with them. It's a very informal interview since there were no any letters, kata pun dah mmg keje kat sini kan. And I was acting me. Yes, ME! Actually saya mmg ada people & stage fright but bila interview tadi I felt like I've known them a few years. Mcm dah lama kenal. Thanks to HR manager :) owh and including Paul too!

Last two days Cik Lin kata dia ada lunch dgn HR manager tu. Dia la yg cerita dia kata *she likes me. Whether my attide or how I interact with people I don't have any idea bout that, but I mmg suka ckp dgn *she tu. Bkn je dgn *she, dgn semua org lah. Cik Lin ckp lg, possibility for me to be absorbed in tinggi. Saya tak hoping sgt pun, just be thankful to Allah s.w.t coz giving me all this. Rezeki nak kawen agaknya. Dah 2 bulan keje kat sini, I think I am fit in this environment.

Masa interview tadik Paul gave me so much questions and asking me bout my past education so on and so forth. Well *she too. Paul ckp if we cancel the contract and offer you the position will you come and join us? Of course I said yes! :) And *she replied,

"Nanti boss you marah I pulak." (joking) hehe

Me:"We do have the mutual understanding isn't it. I don't mind either." :)

Paul:"The tasks are more likely between you and the expatriate. We need to talk,pursuade,influence, threatening... So we need communication skills."

Me:"I think I am more interested in threatening.." (grinning)

Paul & *she both laughing loudly... Hahaha, at least I'm not up-tight :)

Tipula kalo kata saya tak mengharap. I do hope bout the position actually. Dah la skang ni payah nak cr keje so saya akan cuba blaja,blaja dan blaja lagik!

Pre Wedding #4

Lagi cerita tentang kad kahwin saya.....

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This lady call saya lagik semalam. Well, dok explain itu la ini la pasal kad yg tak siap² lagik tuh. Bila saya bitau dia yg one of the sales rep dok menipu saya pasal kad tuh, dia boleh plak bahasakan saya balik. Kuanghaja sungguh pompuan nih. Biadap! I've my rights to talk but then you talked to me back? Confirm lah saya akan canang kat sesape yg nak or ada hati, ada niat nak tempah kat ****** galeri ni saya mmg kutuk habis²an lah. Takde makna saya nak rekemen kat orang lain lagik. Adui panasnya hati saya kali ni.....

Yela kan kad tuh murah je takde la sampai 7,8,20 hingget sekeping but please take care of your customers' right. Ni tak. Dia cakap apa dgn saya dia kata yelah saya tau customer ni mmg mcm tu cerewet. Eh?? Ni nasib kau baik la aku tak maki hamun kau atau pun jerit² kat kau sebab aku tau aku kat ofis. Kau lak yg dok membahaskan aku lak eh? Takpe, tunggu saya dtg collect kad this Saturday kat sana mmg kau kena sembur dgn api aa kali ni. Kau igt aku ni budak kecik ke? Mentang² suara aku nih kecik...

Hohoho.

Yang penting, I'll make sure I'll come and collect the cards. Or else, saya akan mintak depo saya balik. I don't care and I don't give a damn bout that. Mcm ni korang berniaga. Kata femes nak mati.......... Ha'ahh mmg nak mati la korang nanti ni.

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Need to have my lunch. Kang tak pasal² terbuang lak nasik dgn lauk yg ada nih. Hihihihihi ;)

Pre Wedding #3

Terkejut.
Tetiba lak ada emoticons yg kiut miut nih. Hihihihihi. You've made me smile. :)

Ermmm, hari ni nak cerita pasal kad kahwin :S Yesterday I called the gallery, whom the premise name could not been published here (atas sebab2 tertentu, harap maklom) pasal kad tu lah. Mula2 dia kata camni, dia nak call saya balik coz nak kena check dgn production whether dah siap printing ke tak. Mcm mana saya tak call? This is the 1st week of March dah. The rep from the gallery yg namanya harus letak Miss X je, promised me that she will make sure the cards ready right on the 6th March. Again I repeat, 6th MARCH 2010. Saya paling pantang org mcm ni. Nak tau kenapa?

Ok, after a few minutes tuh, org lain lak yg call. Dia kata cam ni.

Rep: "Cik Nadwa ye? Saya dr *****. Tadi cik ada call utk tanya kad kan? Saya dah check dgn team production."

Me: "Ha'ah tadi ada call. So how bout my cards? Dah boleh ambik this week ke?"

Rep: "Mcm ni cik................"

Haaa mula dah ni, saya dah rasa lain mcm dah.

Rep: "Kad cik tuh skang nih dah siap printing 400.... Balance tu kami tak boleh nak print lg. Kalo cik nak boleh dtg ambik esok."

Korang ingat haku ni tak keje ke senang nak pi lari sana sini? Ingat aku ni boss besar ke boleh kuar anytime je?

Me: "Kenapa mcm tu? Previously Miss X dah janji dgn saya nak bg this Saturday. Skang dah 1hb dah..."

Rep: "Kad utk printing tu actually dah abis, so team kami nak kena order lg dr kilang. Jadi, balance cik tu maybe dpt next week."

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Time ni mmg saya berapi. Tapi still boleh control lg, kata pun kat office kang collegue dgr tak syok lak kan..

Me: "La, mcm mana tu? Saya dah janji dgn Miss X this Saturday. Saya taknak dtg 2,3 kali pi ambik coz Miss X dah bg due date utk saya.

This were so unlogical. Tak masuk akal langsung! Mcm mana service korang nih?? Kata gallery korang femes bebenor sampai VVIP, VIP, artis buat kad kat sini. Is this the way how you people treat normal person, like ME?? Kad ni bukan nak glamor ke apa ke, ramai je orang2 biasa tempah kat sini, but tolong la jaga customer. Mcm saya senang je hasut kwn2 saya yg nak kawin ni, jgn je beli kat gallery ******. Just in case if I am so evil. Well......., JUST IN CASE.

Yang hangin nya, korang punya production of course la dah buat torough check, ke triple check ke. Ooo lets say kad jenis ni ada 10k punya printing. So your team kena alert bila mana kad tuh nak abis ke kurang ke or out of stock ke. Ni tak, kad dah tergedik2 abis br nak pi order. Dah terberak br nak gali lubang.... What the hell.

Me: "I akan dtg ambik jugak this Saturday. Eventho kenduri saya bulan 5 tapi saya nak pos kad tu kat S'wak, Sabah & Singapore. And thats why (ni dah berapa kali saya mentioned) saya nak kad tu ready this Saturday."

Rep:"Oh mcm tu, ok takpe, esok (which is today) saya call cik lg sekali utk confirmation. Saya nak kena check dgn production dulu."

Me:"Takpe, awak check dulu, tapi apa2 pun sy tetap nak kad saya tu Sabtu ni eh."

Rep:"Ok ok, saya confirm esok."

Me:"Ermm make sure awak call ye. Normally, kalo saya telefon, and dorang kata nak call balik mmg takde laa. So kali ni saya nak awak make sure betul2 ye..."

Ni bukan soal lega sebab rep tu kena sembur ke apa ke. Masalahnya skang ni dorang ni ckp tak agak2. Sat ckp cam tu, hr ni ckp lain dah. Ckp pusing2 mcm ular... Mcm mana la skang ni. Tensi, tensi.... Tau la kad tu murah je tak mahal, sebab design la saya jatuh hati..... Tu duk buat follow up call once every three days. Cuba kalo saya buat dono buat rilek je. Ada dorang kesah ke? Kalo la saya tak tempah kat situ........ Tapi kalo tau masalah camni timbul, takkan la saya nak tempah kat gallery ni. Am I right?

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Tu la, korang dok menipu aku. Ingat lg last 2 weeks saya call, ada la satu masalah yg mmg tak dpt nak dielakkan, so saya mintak dia stop printing but I'll make sure to settle full payment. Korang kata tak boleh, once bila machine dah tekan lets say 1000 kad, so machine aku trus keep on printing je non stop. Kiranya mcm 24/7 la. Hampeh. Apa kejadahnya machine operate non stop??? Boleh terbakar machine tu kot? Tu la, menipu lg... Mcm2 org dalam dunia ni kan. Manusia oh manusia.........

Makan-makan

Entry kali ni pi makan² kat Sg Dua, dgn family & Yayang. Level of satisfaction:beyond the limit!

Mee udang Sg Dua.

Method dia mcm ni. Lets say 10 org nak makan mee udang. So pelayan akan buatkan 5 mangkuk or 3 mangkuk yg portion dia ngam² utk 10 org makan. Kali ni makan 2 mangkuk lah since En Domok tuh ada sekali. Sangaaaaaaattttttttttt lah berpuas hati makan (ni Yayang yg ckp) since udang yg dorang letak tu mmg CONFIRM udang laut. Bukan udang bela, bukan udang galah bukan udang rimau ye tuan² & puan² sekalian. Dan bukan udang yg lain² lah. Yang pasti, udang laut mmg manis, lembut isi dia n super duper besar okkkk!

Layan makan mee ni esp kuah dia..... GULP. Kecoq mulut tgk. Hehe. Udang mmg byk, tapi display 3 shj coz dah tuang ke dalam mangkuk masing². Estimation udang yelah, dlm 12 ekor. Yg mmg XL size ;p